Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Still not drinking


the newest cell phone --
for your favorite
gangsta



todAAy i AAm grAAteful & thAAnkful

for the lack of drama I get involved with (usually)

that I am entirely comfortable going to at least 1 AA meeting every day; this is the main way I remain sober and centered in my program; it's not that much different than my drinking years when I was comfortable going to a bar every day

for a productive morning with my remodelling contractor, choosing materials

that I miss Hayden very much; the deep deep feelings are still there although I know the right thing to do is to Just Let Go! It is the hardest thing I've ever tried to do.

that tomorrow is hAAlf nAAked thursdAAy and I'll get to see body parts of some of you bloggers

The world is a great book; he who never stirs from home, reads only a page.
-Saint Augustine

12 comments:

Pam said...

The first thing I though of when I saw that "phone pic", is how many people would call 911, if they saw someone hold a gun to their ear. LOL.
I'm sorry you're having Hayden pain. I used to think that doing the right thing meant "pain free". Boy do we learn different.

Scott said...

remodelling... someday :-) we have a kitchen that is in dire need, but the cash flow hasn't been there. Hopefully the new job will lend some help along those lines ;-)

Mary Christine said...

I am sorry you are going through a painful time.

I hope there will be body parts on HNT, it seems it is mostly pictures of cute puppies and kittens nowadays.

Scott W said...

Time heals a lot of wounds.

Boston B. said...

my thoughts are with you.

Syd said...

I know the feeling of wanting to be with someone you love. Hope that things will go smoothly for you. Body parts will be revealed on HNT. Stay tuned....

peanut said...

My thoughts are with you dAAve.

I'm glad you go to a meeting every day because, I get to see you.

Love you

msb said...

Before you pull the trigger call first. A glock-nokia venture for the suicidal set? body parts for half naaked? Man what a picture. I'm a bit twisted today but I do understand being separated from the one. Big hug from me to you.

Shannon said...

you alway find the most intersting stuff... like this gun cell LOL
I know its hard...
I think you are doing all the right things to deal with what you are going through. Keep it up. Sending you a hug : )

Tab said...

What are you remodeling?

Todd HellsKitchen said...

That phone is a nightmare in inner-city middle school terms... Sorry about your heart break, Son!

tkdjunkie said...

Hiya Daave -- many hugs to ya. I'm sorry you're hurting right now ... "We will know peace" ... I hope you feel this peace soon.