I'm doing some pretty heavy work with my sponsor. He has me looking at myself and that is not very comfortable for me. One thing I am discovering is the reason that I have no friends that I hang-out with. Very basically, I prefer to be around people who are younger than me**. Well, people who are younger than me don't want to hang-out with someone as old as me. The end result is that I often feel rejected and that's what I need to work on. It's really pretty simple to figure out. It only took me 52 years to get it.
Of course, it took me 33 years to find out how to keep from getting drunk every day.
** Scott W. is the exception
todAAy i AAm grAAteful & thAAnkful
that I can stay sober and continue my recovery program in spite of me
that my personal program of recovery requires me to remain as passionate about my recovery every day as I was passionate about staying drunk & wasted every day
for Sonny at Lambda Center -- he has serious heart problems and will have a triple bypass operation next week -- Sonny IS Lambda Center and has been for 2 decades -- please keep him in your prayers
for Lambda Center Board elections tomorrow - it is what it is
for another nice win by The Astros at Wrigley Field yesterday
Laughing at our mistakes can lengthen our own life.
Laughing at someone else's can shorten it.