I am My Problem

todAAy i AAm grAAteful & thAAnkful

for the time I get to spend with my Mom every day - I will miss going today due to other commitments

for the concept of living amends

that yesterday, I got to attend the biggest single AA meeting that Lambda hosts each year; there were approximately 200 recovering alkies in the bunch, and about 30 of them got to share a piece of their Gratitude of being sober

that the above meeting was followed by a wonderful pot luck Thanksgiving dinner

for all of my "second family" who participate in their recovery BUT I sure miss seeing a lot of familiar faces

that our AA Roundup has begun and lasts through the weekend

that I get to hear 5 AA circuit speakers in 3 days

to be reminded that I can either die with this disease OR die from this disease

that I will get to sit at the front for tonight's Roundup play

that I was with 10 bloggers yesterday, all of whom are linked on my sidebar here (we're trying to all get together for a bloto**)

MY MIND HAS A MIND OF ITS OWN

** blogger photo